still awake right now, although i know i have to wake up very early tomorrow morning.
maybe just 2 hours sleep is enough.
i choose to stay awake and do stuffs.
such as?
such as, reading people's blog,
thinking of the choices they had made,
surfing the net,
watching funny videos on youtube,
chatting with friends,
roaming around in friendster and facebook.
or i call it, "friendstering and facebooking".
the clock is still ticking,
but i am not sleeping.
haha, and i heard the guy living opposite me coughing.
maybe its time for him to wake up.
but then i am still a wake.
why am i still awake?
cause i was thinking, thinking about the choices that i had made.
think about it, i really made some very wrong choices, and some right choices.
and then i think why people can easily make a decision.
for example,
you love that person very much,
but you choose to break up with them because of some situation,
then you get sad,
and you made the person more sad,
and then suddenly the whole world is sad because the ones that love you and that person feels bad for you and the person.
why do human make things so complicated?
why can't we live a simple yet happy life?
rather than a complicated and sad life?
why earn so much money when you don't have happiness?
why live in a place where loneliness is all around you?
why live in such expensive studio apartment when you are not rich?
can money really buy friendship and happiness?
this few questions made me awake till now.
and i still cant find the answer.
and the thing that saddens me is,
my piggy bank is getting slimmer,
lost a lot of weight.
"we're going downnn, reruriruround, and sugar we're going down swinging".
i am bad at remembering lyrics.
and i don;t bother to find the right lyrics,
i like singing that way.
another sleepless night.
going to get fucked when i go back to malaysia.
cause i have to wake up early.
hate it hate it hate it.
happy boxing day and happy new year 2008,
that is in case i won't write in these few days,
which i think its impossible cause i am jobless, and have nothing to do.
maybe just 2 hours sleep is enough.
i choose to stay awake and do stuffs.
such as?
such as, reading people's blog,
thinking of the choices they had made,
surfing the net,
watching funny videos on youtube,
chatting with friends,
roaming around in friendster and facebook.
or i call it, "friendstering and facebooking".
the clock is still ticking,
but i am not sleeping.
haha, and i heard the guy living opposite me coughing.
maybe its time for him to wake up.
but then i am still a wake.
why am i still awake?
cause i was thinking, thinking about the choices that i had made.
think about it, i really made some very wrong choices, and some right choices.
and then i think why people can easily make a decision.
for example,
you love that person very much,
but you choose to break up with them because of some situation,
then you get sad,
and you made the person more sad,
and then suddenly the whole world is sad because the ones that love you and that person feels bad for you and the person.
why do human make things so complicated?
why can't we live a simple yet happy life?
rather than a complicated and sad life?
why earn so much money when you don't have happiness?
why live in a place where loneliness is all around you?
why live in such expensive studio apartment when you are not rich?
can money really buy friendship and happiness?
this few questions made me awake till now.
and i still cant find the answer.
and the thing that saddens me is,
my piggy bank is getting slimmer,
lost a lot of weight.
"we're going downnn, reruriruround, and sugar we're going down swinging".
i am bad at remembering lyrics.
and i don;t bother to find the right lyrics,
i like singing that way.
another sleepless night.
going to get fucked when i go back to malaysia.
cause i have to wake up early.
hate it hate it hate it.
happy boxing day and happy new year 2008,
that is in case i won't write in these few days,
which i think its impossible cause i am jobless, and have nothing to do.
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