when nothing works right,
everything went wrong.

all my dreams are hard to achieve.
am i walking on the right path?
i am so sick of discrimination, and bullying here.
i want to go back where i belong.
somewhere where i have all my confidence in me.

would you rather stay in a beautiful palace with discrimination
or
would you rather stay in a simple little house with happiness?



i have dreams
but do i have the right dreams.
i have made my decisions,
but are my decisions right.

all of a sudden a huge rock knock on my head.
i am awake now.
and worried as well.
am i doing whats best for myself.
or am i running away from everything else.

i realize life is kinda terrifying
especially when your road is getting near to the society.
its really scary.
sometimes it freaks me out.
and my mind won't stop thinking,
"what am i going to do"
until i go into my dreams, where everything will be solve
but once i wake up, everything is unsolved,
but its ok, cause by then i am not so freaked out anymore.

i think, this is part of growing up too.
i am scared of growing up. i really am.
i wish i was always a little kid.
a little naive kid who only knows the beautiful part of this world.