Friday, November 2, 2007

new shit, same smell.

i have to make a decision whether to hunt for job or go back to malaysia. i've been hunting jobs for quite long, and when it was finally someone hired me i decided to stick with it. i was happy to get that job as well. today's presentation went well, maybe because i have showned Paul what i had yesterday, yesterday's comment was quite harsh comparing today. anway Paul thinks its better comparing today, he asked me whether i changed anything. well, i did nothing last night, except the calculation of the production cost and media cost.

End of semester. the road of stepping into the society is getting nearer and nearer.
well, i am giving hope on the library job, as well as the 2 restaurants that i had applied this morning. hopefully i get it. its true when you are helpless and depressed, there's only 1 person you can turn to, thats god. i believe god is something to motivates you. when you lost all hope, god is there to motivate you to find your hope again. that's my opinion.

many people ask me why i have all the time to write on the blog. well, its because i am bored in perth, and it is also a record of how i felt. recently i mixed with more friends, rather than just 1 in the beginning. however, i really appreaciate the company of that friend. she was the one who was with me when i had ups and downs. i feel better now in perth comparing the time when i was new here.

to go home early or not to go. this is the question. i'll wait for the library's reply and if they reject my applicantion then i will just fly back. but seriously, i really would like to work in the library. seriously. i'm very serious.

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