horrible feeling

i am having a horrible feeling inside me.
i don't know what it is.
maybe something horrible will happen.
or maybe something horrible wont happen because i felt it.
who knows.
still cant find any jobs yet
probably going back to Malaysia earlier
time flies, like a F1 racing car.
phhhhhewwwwrrr~ just a glance.
if you miss it,
you'll have to wait for the next round for that glance again.
5 months gone.
just like that.
what good did i do within this 5 months?
nothing i guess, except spending more money, shopping.
i cant remember how many jobs did i applied.
countless.
the figure is more than my fingers and toes.
that's all i know.
*sigh


By the way.
shud i change my blog's music? any opinion guyz?
cause the song's title is 很难。which means. very difficult.
maybe i shud change it to very easy. keke. just kidding.
no seriously, shud i change it.
hmmm....
*sigh.