City of lights

Looking down the hill many I see.
I see buildings lights and trees
I see many lights shining bright,
I see lovers hugging under the light,
I see cars and buses everywhere,
I see traffic lights from green to red,
I see people laughing people frown,
I see kids running all around,
I see drunk old folks singing out loud,
I see young people in a crowd,

But you weren't inside the frame
Why is that? I yelled your name
but I only heard echoes of myself
Around me there is no one else
Then I finally realized
You finally walked out of my life.

SINGING OUT LOUD when you DOWN!!!

I hate the world today
You're so good to me I know but I can't change

come one guys! to the chorus!!!!

I'm a bitch I'm a lover !
I'm a child I'm a mother
I'm a sinner I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed !
I'm your hell I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
you know you wouldn't want it any other way~~~

ahhh such a released!

=D

good night peeps.

但愿。。。

T.T 有很多事情我都很想做

有很多人我都很想替天行动的打他们

有很多事情我都想象英雄酱解决

但是我的能力有限。

T.T

很多时候都无能为力，

觉得自己真的很没有用。

只能吞下那些悲哀，快乐的做人。 我想她也想我这样， 我想她也明白的。

那么就没写部落格了，

对不起， 你都知道每每我不快乐是都会找你的。

太多的话想对你说， 但是不知从何提起。。。

但愿我的梦想能成真。

但愿你能赶快康复如前。

但愿每个人都快乐健康。

健康很重要。

" do you know that every time she thinks of you, she smiles?"

and do you know that every time when you are not beside me,

i would be thinking where are you, what are you doing,

who are you with, what are you thinking about.

i have a wild imagination.

i would imagine all sorts of negative images.

and i turned to a cigarette to let my imaginations go away.

and did you know that whenever i am with you i would not let you see the ugly side of me.

but most of the time you are not.

therefore you made me a heavy smoker.

and the only way i could quit smoking is whenever i am by your side.

you are the medicine.

do you know that?

i guess not.

yo dude, wtf?

what?

and you think i give a f?

honestly i f too much that i always i pretend i dun give a f.

i am so f-ed up. so what. u think i give a f?

you want me to put out that cigarette but why didn't you put out yours?

i guess i have too much feelings that i cannot express recently,

that makes me depress and pick up smoking, well, alone.

many of my friends know that i am an anti smoker,

i hate smokers until today.

cannot express my feelings as in?

oh, as in i can't really tell anyone close to me how i feel as people close to me knows that person well.

the person i can talk to, i guess doesn't have any interest in knowing what is going on.

so all i can do is keeping it to myself.

and every time i see scenes that hurts me i cannot control my tears.

one night i cried so bad while driving home,

i had to open the windows to let the wind dry my tears.

but my eyes hadn't been dried after i reached home.

i guess too much of these can really make a person get crazy.

therefore i decided to turn to taro cards.

i'll tell you what the taro has to say.

later when i am really to tell.

我有一个小小的心愿，

我有一个小小的心愿，

我想和对的人，

一起躺在山上的草地上，

望着星星，

谈谈心情，

讲讲未来，

说说身边朋友的坏话，（处置关心）

然后继续沉默的望着星星。

找一找天上的星座的位置

然后，累了

慢慢的沉睡，

到凌晨6点起来看日出。

没有手机打扰，

没有面书浏览，

听着草丛里的虫吱吱叫，

享受着凉凉的风吹在我们的脸上。

看完日出， 去喝个早茶，

然后回家休息。

做得到，一点都不难。 难是难在，找不找到对的人一起去享受。

数到十后， 怨气随着气球飞上天消失=D

一切都会变成美好的·