今天被人放飞机， 唉，

说我不约人， 约了又放飞机。

做人真难。

能约出来的人都约光，

结果打算睡午觉。

睡午觉的时候又被2个好人打电话吵醒，

真的很他妈的无奈。

一个假期就这样过去。

恩。

its still a mystery people had been guessing why i am so down recently,

i guess people have times when they are really down and there are times when are really happy.

i guess i am still alright, i am down but i am trying to be as happy as i can.

i am trying not to think too much about it.

and i am trying to avoid things.

i am trying to hold back tears everytime i hear the song "impossible"

i try to go home early to sleep as much as i can but i still can't sleep well

i am trying to read books rather to stay online and see things that i don't want to.

i am trying hard,

what more do you want from me?

if it was just a dream,

i would not choose to wake up and stay in that dream.

and if it was just a dream,

how can i feel that it is so real that it touched my heart and soul?

but if it was just a dream,

i would never ever know who you are, and where you are from,

yes, it was just a dream,

oh, it was a beautiful one, but i still had to wake up to face the real world.

and if you say that no, it wasn't just a dream.

then i must be dreaming when you said that.

LOL, No.2 has brought forward for 2 years now,

i guess it'll be in my list forever, until i loose some weight.

speaking of the resolutions i set last year,

i guess the korea trip, was also brought forward to this year,

and guess what? i'm going to korea end of june 2011! Hurray! i achieved it!

salary increment...hmm.... let's not talk about that.

intern for filling.... lets not talk about that either

A: So, how was your 2010 year?

S: Oh! it was great! i had a great year!

A: how great was your year?

1. i went to hong kong,

2. i made more new friends

3. i went to bali

4. i fell

5. i was broken hearted.

6. i stood up.

7. i fell down again

8.i stood up again

9. i went to p.hentian

10. i made more friends.

11. i went to some awesome concerts

12. i lost someone

13. i fell down hard again

A: ahh...i see, what an interesting year.

S: Indeed, that's why the bangkok trip was a time for me to go away for a while.

so what is your 2011 resolution?

well, i am getting older, so here it comes,

1. to buy a house for old age.

2. to spend wise and save for old age

3. to loose weight (carry forward)

4. more holidays ( i'll be going to sri langka, korea and guangzhou this year though）

5. never fall so easily anymore,

6. stay strong! and love my family more!

thats all i want for my year,

i hope that i will have a great one like 2010! but not so tragic haha.

signing off, love peace~

poh chee.

水

水啊， 它有颜色吗？
他除了是液体， 他还是什么？
你看大海的颜色多漂亮， 但是那颜色是属于它的吗？
你看鱼缸的鱼多漂亮， 你有注意到鱼靠水才能活的水吗？
你看到黄河多威猛， 你发现到是泥土+水才能把黄河造成， 但是你只看到的是黄色=泥土

水到哪里就适应到哪里。
它靠近什么就变什么颜色。
它也不会逗留在一个地方， 它会蒸发，会流走。

但是地球没有水就不能活。
你想变成一个没有你不能活，但是他却看不到你的好的东西吗？

i have never been so sad since a very long time.
this time it really hurts.
i won't mention why cause its pointless.
normally i will forgive very fast.
but this time its really hard.
and i am very disappointed in you.
but as i said.
never asked for any returns if you are the one who is willing to do it.
and the ones that you care less are the ones that care about you the most.
i blame myself.

some one famous....

ok, first of all, i am sincerely sorry for not updating because i admit i used to blogged a lot when i am depress.

but now i am going to blog more often as i guess someone famous must had read my blog and keep on teasing me now, saying they'll know when will i be sad, cause i blog when i am sad.

now i am here to change your point of view!!!
here i am happily blogging,
see how happy am i?

keke i guess its actually a good sign of not blogging for a while cause i finally found a person to spit out my thoughts and worries. this shows that i am happy all these while right!

ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT,
its been almost a year or less since my last post.
what happened?
in summary,

went to 2 trips,
hong kong
- not much shopping , but a lot of 许留山
-went to macau, had lots of fun,had Portuguese eggtart(very nice) and went to the famous wall(i'm sorry i have bad memory, i forgot what's it called) and won some money but i dropped the money that i won, but someone bought my ferry ticket to cheer me up. thank you very very much.
- went for last minute shopping before going to the airport,
-had popoye before boarding
and watch 心魔 in the plane.

short but memorable trip. thanks MPRN!!

Bali
-a 5 days 4 nights trip
-very nice place, but had to be caution about everything.
-mushroom makes people go crazy, i was willing to try but no one had the guts.
-went out the sea and chased after dolphins, it was quite an experience, as we were life jacket-less.
-had a very nice italian meal there,
- stayed in tune hotel BALI! keke, nice and clean.
- and had a luxury night at the pat-mase villa!!! mamamia~!!
-oh yeah, we experience galungan festival, which is the Balinese's new year..kinda
- forgot to mention we bought some realy cheap airticket from mas.
- if i were to go back, i would want to go back to adirama hotel again, because its just in front of the sea. but the sea is not those blue sea. its BLACK!
thats all, i am bad memory, thats all i can remember...kekeke


other than 2 trips, recently we went to sunway lagoon for our family, but its rather like frens day, anyways we had fun too, and sunburn on our shoulders.
so now my shoulders are pilling like snack skin.. disgusting.

hmm... what else..
oh yeah... i bought a Polaroid for myself, for my birthday. happy birthday me!!

hmmm....
thats all... using up all my brain juice. kekeke..
tata~