its still a mystery people had been guessing why i am so down recently,

i guess people have times when they are really down and there are times when are really happy.

i guess i am still alright, i am down but i am trying to be as happy as i can.

i am trying not to think too much about it.

and i am trying to avoid things.

i am trying to hold back tears everytime i hear the song "impossible"

i try to go home early to sleep as much as i can but i still can't sleep well

i am trying to read books rather to stay online and see things that i don't want to.

i am trying hard,

what more do you want from me?