you want me to put out that cigarette but why didn't you put out yours?i guess i have too much feelings that i cannot express recently,
that makes me depress and pick up smoking, well, alone.
many of my friends know that i am an anti smoker,
i hate smokers until today.
cannot express my feelings as in?
oh, as in i can't really tell anyone close to me how i feel as people close to me knows that person well.
the person i can talk to, i guess doesn't have any interest in knowing what is going on.
so all i can do is keeping it to myself.
and every time i see scenes that hurts me i cannot control my tears.
one night i cried so bad while driving home,
i had to open the windows to let the wind dry my tears.
but my eyes hadn't been dried after i reached home.
i guess too much of these can really make a person get crazy.
therefore i decided to turn to taro cards.
i'll tell you what the taro has to say.
later when i am really to tell.
