给点时间我，

我相信我放得下的。

加油宝珠！

都变了，

对啦， 人会随着时间而变，

若停留在一个阶段就不会进步的。

看变得好或不好而已。

对我而言， 算不好吧

但是好或不好， 都不能改变什么，

我不认命， 但有时不认命能怎么样？

我不是超人， 我改变不了别人的想法。

随缘吧~ 才会活得自在。

我会一直提醒自己这句话的，

我要变成一个开心人。

不管什么事情发生， 我依然想开心的面对。

正能量，positive thinker ， 我要做一个possitive thinker！

加油宝珠！

今天被人放飞机， 唉，

说我不约人， 约了又放飞机。

做人真难。

能约出来的人都约光，

结果打算睡午觉。

睡午觉的时候又被2个好人打电话吵醒，

真的很他妈的无奈。

一个假期就这样过去。

恩。

its still a mystery people had been guessing why i am so down recently,

i guess people have times when they are really down and there are times when are really happy.

i guess i am still alright, i am down but i am trying to be as happy as i can.

i am trying not to think too much about it.

and i am trying to avoid things.

i am trying to hold back tears everytime i hear the song "impossible"

i try to go home early to sleep as much as i can but i still can't sleep well

i am trying to read books rather to stay online and see things that i don't want to.

i am trying hard,

what more do you want from me?

if it was just a dream,

i would not choose to wake up and stay in that dream.

and if it was just a dream,

how can i feel that it is so real that it touched my heart and soul?

but if it was just a dream,

i would never ever know who you are, and where you are from,

yes, it was just a dream,

oh, it was a beautiful one, but i still had to wake up to face the real world.

and if you say that no, it wasn't just a dream.

then i must be dreaming when you said that.

LOL, No.2 has brought forward for 2 years now,

i guess it'll be in my list forever, until i loose some weight.

speaking of the resolutions i set last year,

i guess the korea trip, was also brought forward to this year,

and guess what? i'm going to korea end of june 2011! Hurray! i achieved it!

salary increment...hmm.... let's not talk about that.

intern for filling.... lets not talk about that either

A: So, how was your 2010 year?

S: Oh! it was great! i had a great year!

A: how great was your year?

1. i went to hong kong,

2. i made more new friends

3. i went to bali

4. i fell

5. i was broken hearted.

6. i stood up.

7. i fell down again

8.i stood up again

9. i went to p.hentian

10. i made more friends.

11. i went to some awesome concerts

12. i lost someone

13. i fell down hard again

A: ahh...i see, what an interesting year.

S: Indeed, that's why the bangkok trip was a time for me to go away for a while.

so what is your 2011 resolution?

well, i am getting older, so here it comes,

1. to buy a house for old age.

2. to spend wise and save for old age

3. to loose weight (carry forward)

4. more holidays ( i'll be going to sri langka, korea and guangzhou this year though）

5. never fall so easily anymore,

6. stay strong! and love my family more!

thats all i want for my year,

i hope that i will have a great one like 2010! but not so tragic haha.

signing off, love peace~

poh chee.

水

水啊， 它有颜色吗？
他除了是液体， 他还是什么？
你看大海的颜色多漂亮， 但是那颜色是属于它的吗？
你看鱼缸的鱼多漂亮， 你有注意到鱼靠水才能活的水吗？
你看到黄河多威猛， 你发现到是泥土+水才能把黄河造成， 但是你只看到的是黄色=泥土

水到哪里就适应到哪里。
它靠近什么就变什么颜色。
它也不会逗留在一个地方， 它会蒸发，会流走。

但是地球没有水就不能活。
你想变成一个没有你不能活，但是他却看不到你的好的东西吗？