I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me,
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness,
but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

some of my password are the combination of your name and mine.
maybe i shouldn't use that in the very beginning.
i don't know whether i am too lazy to change it,
or i just don't want to change it, because i am so used to it.
i have my own new password now, but everything when i type the password.
i'll still naturally type our combination one.
so my advice is never ever create a password that is a combination of someone else and your name.
i still think a lot about you,
its kinda hard to not think.
but i try to control myself and stop doing that.
you once told me i'll never find someone better than you,
maybe you are right.
i'm sorry,
i used to be very strong.
but i just broke down and cry today when i heard your favorite song "my december".
i miss home, i miss you, i miss everyone.
i miss our little game we used to play.
but all these have to go to the recycle bin.
including the song, "my december".
I've clicked empty recycle bin.
so long memories.
good bye.