i am one luckiest person ( i think)
comparing to those unlucky ones.
i am blessed.
i have food,
i have parent's love,
i have friend's love,
i can study abroad,
i have someone protecting me ~ ehe~
and, i appreciate all these things that you guys gave me.
that's why i am blessed.
i won't ask for more.
you guyz gave me everything i need.
thats why i love you guyz so muchi~
Muackzs~

i feel like throwing everything away,
go for a 60 days travel,
to anywhere i haven't been to,
and take pictures.
had been stressing myself lately.
with lots of responsibilities,
did a lot of thinking recently,
about my future,
what shud i do,
where shud i go,
shud i stay or not,
and all those wad if questions.
had been cabel-ing like crazy these few days.
quite stressful too. but in a good way think.
cabel makes me lazy.
hahaha.
i will quit one day.
once i get to bully people!~
wahahaha.

for so long,
tonight i feel protected..
omg~
my hero~
muakz~

i feel like shit today,
my room is messy and dirty,
and i am lazy to clean it.
i think i tolerate too much.
its time to be mean.
to be a biatch!
from now on, you step on my tail!
i'll use my tail to fark your asshole!
so don't play games with me!

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me,
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness,
but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

some of my password are the combination of your name and mine.
maybe i shouldn't use that in the very beginning.
i don't know whether i am too lazy to change it,
or i just don't want to change it, because i am so used to it.
i have my own new password now, but everything when i type the password.
i'll still naturally type our combination one.
so my advice is never ever create a password that is a combination of someone else and your name.
i still think a lot about you,
its kinda hard to not think.
but i try to control myself and stop doing that.
you once told me i'll never find someone better than you,
maybe you are right.
i'm sorry,
i used to be very strong.
but i just broke down and cry today when i heard your favorite song "my december".
i miss home, i miss you, i miss everyone.
i miss our little game we used to play.
but all these have to go to the recycle bin.
including the song, "my december".
I've clicked empty recycle bin.
so long memories.
good bye.

i don't wanna talk about it.
just see for yourself.

Ouch! right?
yes. it really hurts.
but i had fun.
i paid 70$ for bruises.
Crazy People?
yes, indeed.

i think while producing a video,
editing is the hardest part.
some say piece of cake.
i say piece of shit.
but i will try my best to work things out.
make things right,
nothing is impossible!


I still think about the past a lot,
especially happy times with him.
its hard to forget something easily,
coz i'm not a cold hearted person.
but i try to not think too much.
and concentrate on what i am doing.
and cabal more.
to kill my time.

working in sunday,
with ROSS
which i hate the most,
but think about the money,
alright i'll go.
i've spend quite a lot this few weeks.
so its time to earn it back.
i hope my hands will still function when i come back from work.

k, gtg now.
i am a lazy bone..
i am ah se ah se ah se~

i am a lazy bone.
presented our short interview production today,
had a lot of good comments about it.
the lecturer loves it.
and i am proud of it.
Bravo~!
i seriously thought we didn't do a great job.
however it went very well.
cause we did have some problems like out of focus and stuff.
but with my editing skills! nothing is impossible!
wahaha~

but actually some comments are bullshit.
like " i like the style of this interview"
BULL SHIT!
lol.
seriously.
overall, we done well, and i hope we will do well in our mini corporate video as well!
keep it up visualize production!
Thumbs UP~

slept early last night.
woke up early today.
i had a very good night sleep.
i used to find it hard to wake up for early morning class.
but today i just woke up naturally.
it feels soooo good.
perth is starting to get cold.
have to wear more...
i hate wearing heaps of cloths.
have to wash more.
hehe.