does friendship last forever?

let me see, i had a lot of friends during elementary school

a lot in middle school

getting less in high school

getting even less in Uni

but then, i found friends that treat me as what i am.
i don;t have to lie or act to be cool.
why shud i? this is me.
if you like me, join me.
if you don't, then fuck off



today is " old pals chat again day".
suddenly i felt like talking to my middle school mates.
they are having different lives at different places now.
some are in china, some are in uk, some still in malaysia, some are in australia.
and some has big dreams, some like to live a simple life, some remains like a jerk.
and of course time did change who they are now. some are still the ones i knew, some are not the ones i knew before. changes are not bad, its good.

i know i changed. i am not that stupid little girl who lies to be cool and act to be cool, fight to be cool, curse to be cool. nope. thats, not me anymore.

i'm starting to be more honest. at least, i am being myself now. cause i found myself.

i hope everyone find themselves too, and stop imitating people just to be cool. thats so uncool.
seriously*