i am a Leo. and Leo is always eager to win. so here's it.
i did research on how many groups of Christians are they. anyway
the most recognized ones are

• Anglicans,
• Roman Catholics,
• Methodists,
• Baptists,
• Brethren,
• Orthodox,
• Quakers,
• Presbyterians and
• Mennonites to name a few well known groups. These groups share a great number of beliefs and all try to live like Jesus.

so there we go. people who doesn't know well about Christianity usually lumps up them as "Christian".

that's all i have to say.

hot cold

today.


HOT-walked to the library

COLD- in the library

HOT- walked to karawara for lunch

COLD- in the restaurant

HOT-walked back to the library

COLD- in the library

= HEADACHE now

blue blue sky

the sky was so blue today. it makes me happy to see the clear blue sky with not even a single cloud. and the little moon there too. feel like laying on the grass and reading something interesting. but my backyard's grass is so long and so poky. and i have nothing interesting to read.
some other day maybe. :D.

interesting evening.

when i was on the way home from the library today, i saw lots of smoke "nearby" my house in bentley hillview. so i guess it's near, i called jennifer and told her there's a fire going on and do you wanna walk there too see?

she said yeah why not. so 2 8 po zai went walking to the fire scene. as we were walking, we kept guessing wad was on fire, and we followed the smoke. it looks near but it was very far from us. but we kept saying, oh we're near, we're near. i guessed a residential house was on fire, Jennifer guessed a Chinese restaurant was on fire. and then we walked further and further. from Bentley to Victoria park. we even could see the city from vic park. anyway we took 30 minutes to reach the fire scene and saw some helicopters above us. i guessed its 7 news. and when we were about to reach the fire scene, we saw ABC news van. and i reckon it was live. anyway, when we reached there, i think everything was about to end. we were standing there, guessing which factory was on fire, and we saw lots of fire engine. oh, forgot to mention when we were on our way to the scene, i was asking Jennifer why is fire engine call fire engine and ambulance call ambulance? Jennifer said fire engine is call fire engine maybe its because it has the e o e o sound. then i said ambulance has it too. so jennifer said ambulance should be called health engine, and i think police cars should be called police engines. i know... not funny. :D

where were we? oh.. fire engines. yes, the lights was so beautiful and the smoke from the factory was yellow in color. we over heard the fire inspector asking the police man which one is the owner. so we knew whose the owner, and the owner hop on the police car and went to the police station to log a report i guess. managers and staffs were standing under tree. i guess those staff had a fun time enjoying, chatting and not working tomorrow!

we even took pictures of ourselves in the scene. looks stupid though. haha, by the time we arrived there, busy body people were about to leave. even the police man said to us, "its boring now eh, its was more interesting before". hahaha. i guess he knew we came to busy body too. finally everything ended and Jennifer and i decided to take a bus back cause it was late. what a day. we witness things that not all people see everyday. hehe.

these hands of mine~

i had nothing better to do yesterday night, so i played with wax. candle wax. and i made my hands out of it. cool right? i had a fun time doing it, even though its a little hot. haha.

had been sick recently. my sickness include fever, and laziness. i had fever 2 nights in a row. i wonder whats wrong. i am perfectly fine during daytime but it always come before my bedtime. funny. anyway, except doing 2 of my radio ad which i have 4 to go, i did nothing in the pass few days. damn!

had a walk with jennifer yesterday, and we found tennis balls and picked it home. hehe... i gave xing rui 1 and she cooked dinner for me. such a nice person. i hope that her love is not a con man. -_-'''

i am uncle tobying everyday, cause i am lazy to cook. everytime cooking the same old thing. got bored with it. pasta, curry with rice, indo mee, korean mee, chef hong mee, pizza...
so bored with it. i would go out to have dinner though, of course with the right person. not just some one you don't know. you'll feel awkward.

have to go now. having a good mood today, thats why i'm not scolding anyone. : )

does friendship last forever?

let me see, i had a lot of friends during elementary school

a lot in middle school

getting less in high school

getting even less in Uni

but then, i found friends that treat me as what i am.
i don;t have to lie or act to be cool.
why shud i? this is me.
if you like me, join me.
if you don't, then fuck off



today is " old pals chat again day".
suddenly i felt like talking to my middle school mates.
they are having different lives at different places now.
some are in china, some are in uk, some still in malaysia, some are in australia.
and some has big dreams, some like to live a simple life, some remains like a jerk.
and of course time did change who they are now. some are still the ones i knew, some are not the ones i knew before. changes are not bad, its good.

i know i changed. i am not that stupid little girl who lies to be cool and act to be cool, fight to be cool, curse to be cool. nope. thats, not me anymore.

i'm starting to be more honest. at least, i am being myself now. cause i found myself.

i hope everyone find themselves too, and stop imitating people just to be cool. thats so uncool.
seriously*

the worm

the laziness came out again. i'm lazy voo again. why am i so lazy?

i'm lazy to clean my room, lazy to cook, lazy to do assignments, lazy to do everything.

-LAZY-
is
killing
me.

lets


kill


lazy



the


worm.

Wish upon a Crane!

had a fun day volunteering today, hate kids but had to entertain them, and hate naive spoil teenagers who are stupid and dumb and tries to cheat but still thinks that they are cute.

anyway. bla bla bla. will upload the pictures tmr cause my internet usage is low for this month. over used it.
(nextday)
*in the library now,


bored. lotsa assignments to do. feel like throwing everything away, but i'm half way. don't feel like turning back. cant turn back thou.

feel like swearing and cursing to everyone.

*sigh

no life.
good bye.

Fuck it!

you know sometimes i just don't understand people

if you wanna say fuck it, or fuck you or any fuck word. Just write it or say it. FUCK

why do you have to censored it? Fxxk it. What like after you censored it i won't know how to spell it!

You have gutz to say it but don't have the gutz to type it out? Bull SxxT?

FUCK YOU GUYZ THAT CENSORed FUCK!
ITS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE CENSORed! NOTHING SHUD BE CENSORed! THE ONLY THING THAT WE SHUD CENSOR IS GEORGE BUSH AND PEOPLE WHO CENSORed THE WORD FUCK!

i found a book

its no ordinary book. it's a Italian Literature book from 1851! i was wondering around in the library and i found it. cool eh? i think its cool!

today. hehe*blush*.
hazel and i blablabla... then i wanted to go to the toilet after hazel left, and he sat so far. so i went to him to ask him to keep an eye of our laptops. and he actually moved next to me~*blush*

nothing in this world can stop us tonight, i can do what she can do so much better! hua la la la-*singing happily*


hmm...
so childish! *blek

wrong person

suddenly i remember something funny happened last friday. Hazel and i were walking towards a store selling noodles i guess, and the guy selling noodles was waving at me,

then as we walk nearer, i heard him telling his friend "oh, 认错人" ( he waved to a wrong person).
then i started laughing.
but i dun think its very funny now, i thought it was pretty funny just now , so people who finds it funny, thank you, people who don't. you have to at least smile and tell yourself its funny.:D

New puppy name PATCHI^^

My sis adopted a puppy in SPCA today without my mum's knowledge,
well she is going to be shocked when she comes home today.

the picture isn't very clear because i took it when i was web caming with my sister.

Many asked how i feel, well i am happy that we got a new puppy, but i still miss both of them. see how adorable are they? after a ulgy hair cut! haha. but they love the process cause they love people touching them.


Rocky, brownie i still miss you guyz, i still cant believe you are not there anymore.
love you guys forever. Look after your new brother ok?

feeling goooood

Jennifer and i went to support the Burma protest today in Supreme Court Garden today. the content is very inspiring and it was really touching to see so many people actually care. i hope that this would end as soon as possible as many got killed in this incident.


I was thinking that the protest is something are marching down the street but its more like a rally. anyway after everything, we went to a japanese restaurant to have our lunch. was so hungry!

then when we head home, we heard church bells and thought that someone just got married, i took a picture of their limousine.


Later Hazel and i went down to the riverside and walk along the riverside. lovely place, i think we should go there more often.

we actually walked from Victoria park station to North Bridge for dinner. Hazel was having hay-fever, blowing her nose all the way, i call her a portable Wonton maker. hahaa




Pass by the Swan bell tower, its near riverside. and we walked down to hay street and to murray street and reached north bridge.

went to a malaysian restaurant for dinner, the food was ok. Big portion though.
Had a nice day roaming around in perth. thanks guyz for the company.

pasar malam night!

went to the library to use the unlimited fast internet. Nope, he wasn't there. Bla bla bla.. waited till 3 o'clock, Hazel called me and we headed to the recording studio to record her voice for my radio ad. thats hazel thinking she is some singer singing because of you. :p her singing sucks. wahahaha, hope she doesn't read this!


Then we went home cause hazel has to do some big business in her toilet. I went home and i thought no one was home. as usual i started talking to myself while washing up my dishes, then i saw some nail polish on the living room table, and then suddenly a leg pop out from the living room. that was elise, of course. she really freaked me out.

oh, i went to pay the Gas bill as well. and i steamed sweet potato but didn't finish it cause it was too big and too much.

at 6 pm, hazel and i headed to the Pasar Malam in curtin. Its cultural week, so they had all sort of days, like american day, asia day....etc.

we bought quite a lot of food, and enjoyed the shows. i think the wasamia drums and the lion dances was awesome. and we hated the MC. she sucks!


the lion dance, was so cute, cause they approach the audiences. freak some kids out. hahaha, the picture is not so clear, cause my camera phone sucks.



this is the colorful wasamia drummers. they were awesome.
sorry, not a very clear picture as well.


the uncle who cha(s) the keow tiew!

Had a great night, we were searching for hazel's nephew all night. but i think he didn't come. and never ever take the courtesy bus back again! seriously!

Bodoh saya!

Saya tak tahu nak cari siapa untuk buat recording untuk advertising saya. sakit kepala.
Lama tak guna Bahasa Malaysia, oleh itu saya nak guna bahasa malaysia setiap bulan, satu article.

sekarang saya dalam library, bosanya kerana orang it tak ada di sini. tidak boleh pergi tandas sebab tak ada orang boleh tengok saya punya laptop. Kesianya. Hari ini saya ada book recording room, tapi tak dapat orang tolong saya. saya fikir saya nak minta tolong orang jepun tu, Owen. Tapi dia tu selalu tak senang. Tak tahu macam mana lah.

Bosanya di sini. saya punya bahasa melayu macam crap. saya tahu saya mengguna Broken B.M tapi at least saya sedang practicing BM saya.

Bagus lah, selain orang indon dan orang malaysia, tak ada orang faham. hahahaha!

tapi saya tidak pasti orang indon faham atau tidak. susah lah.

sometimes and all the time.

sometimes when i feel boring, i feel lonely too.

sometimes when i feel lonely, i pity myself.

sometimes i wonder whether its my problem.

sometimes i think that i'm not a good person, neither a nice one.

sometimes i totally have no confidence in me

sometimes i think its because i am not attractive enough.

sometimes i think thats because why.

i'm alone all the time,

i try to think positive all the time,

i try to consider others first all the time,

i try to treat people nice all the time,

i try to look good all the time,

i try to be friendly all the time,

i try to contact my old friends all the time,

i love to hang out more with people all the time.

i talk crap all the time.

but this time i am not.

write on the blog when i am sad all the time

cause the blog is only the place where i can express my happiness, loneliness, and sadness.

good night blog, i had a lonely night again.

being a volunteer

Today Jennifer, Jamie and i went to join Curtin Volunteer to be a volunteer on 12th November, helping leukemia children to rise fund. I go a t-shirt from them. i love collecting t-shirt as it is a remembrance, i have a few t-shirts at home which has sweet memories, especially the Chinese Orchestra ones.

I think i will join the protest on Saturday in Supreme court garden in the city to support the monks and citizens in Burma.

It will be my first time joining a protest. It feels good to be a volunteer or supporting people. Feels like you are doing something good.

erm... the person i used to meet in the library... *sigh..* i think the person is not *available* anymore. just guessing. i'm soooo hungry now.. have to go to record jen's voice later at 3pm.
ごごさんじ！

before going to record jen's voice. That person asked me to look after his laptop.
(That's a snap when he went some where, haha. he moved next to me to look after my laptop after i went away ^^(^o^)^^.)

And when its 3, i approach him to ask what time is he leaving = ) yeah, and after doing the recordings, jen and i were talking about some ghost stories in the recording lab, sounds pretty freaky inside cause its so quiet!

anyway when i went back to the library, i said thank you to him, i'm not sure whether i heard it right, but i heard him said "Welcome back". then i was kinda shocked... hahaha... welcome back! omg. anyway, he is kinda cute, but i think he is not available anymore, as he looks like he has a gf. just guessing, hope my instincts is not that accurate!

i was so hungry, my stomach was so noisy, i had to leave early. so when i was packing, if i am not wrong, he was looking at me while i packed. and he said good bye to me... omg!!!!!!
before i left i said bye bye to him as well....hahaha~

Goodbye

我怕我没有机会
跟你说一声再见
因为也许(就)再也见不到你
宁愿我要离开
熟悉的地方的你
要分离
我眼泪就掉下去
我会牢牢记住你的脸
我会珍惜你给的思恋
这些日子在我心中永远都不会抹去
我不能答应你
我时候会再回来
不回头
不回头的走下去



This song reminds me of all my friends.
When we leave them, we won't wonder when we can meet again.
and as time goes by, we might forget each other, but totally forgotten them.
some you might have a chance to contact them, some will disappear forever.

So appreciate the time you spend, as if there is a day to part, you won't know when will you meet again. as i wont know when will i meet you again too. but i know i won't meet my dogs again. but i will always remember them in my heart, just like i remembered all the friends i had in my heart. although we don't contact. but every single one of you are still in my heart.