唉唉唉， 三聲無奈啊。
人生好無奈

該走的不走
不該走的就想走。

唉唉唉， 三聲無奈啊~

Every begining of the year , we'll need to fill in our very own TOP 5 wish list that we want to achieve during that year, and during the end of the year, we will check how many did we achieved.
well i achieved 1 out of 5 in my list. this year i hope to achieve at least 2.

if i am not mistaken, i wrote
1. Korea
2. loss weight
3.save money to go to korea (additional, i forgot what did i wrote for no.3 on my list)
4.increase the percentage of salary increment, its too low.
5.get an intern to help out our filing (LOL)

so i guess what i wrote on my list is not too hard to achieve,
Let's get it done and have a pleasant 2010 year~!

部落格， 我又對不起你了。
我老是傷心的時候才來找你。
是我不好，但是只有你能聆聽我的悲傷。

他呀 昨天就寄了一封短訊給我。 說他要離開大馬了。
要我原諒他所做錯的，還有要記得他還愛著我。
後來我就回他說希望他能找到更好的， 謝謝他教會我怎麼做人。

後來他打電話來， 我接了。
他第一句就是說，“你終於接我的電話了。。。”
他說他都有留意我，透過面書
還是很不捨得我， 還是很愛我。
要我幸福。

我很恨他爲什麽要sms我
爲什麽要打給我。
你要走就走啊， 我很難才放下你了。
你幹嘛要告訴我啊
害我想起我們有過的回憶
晚上還偷偷的哭。

好啦， 我真心的祝福你。
這是我們新的開始，
你若找到對的人，記得要告訴我哦。
我若也找到的話。 我也會告訴你他有沒有比你更好。
好不好？

保重咯 chingu~

so yoooo its a brand new year,
and of course its time to set some new year resolutions.
anyway before that, this morning i promised myself to sleep early last night and wake upt this morning to go to hot yoga class, well i told myself this is a starting of my new year resolution, lose weight! however, you know how things goes, could'nt wake up bla bla bla, i know i am useless, so bare in mind how many i will archieve, very little i guess. but hey, i achieved one goal on my "ben ten" list last year! at least i achieved 1 ok! better than zero!

ok so this year's new resolution would be the basics,
1. lose weight (had been on the list since the day i was born)
2. salary increment.
3. lots of bonus.
4. travel to korea
5. learn korean language.
6. learn something useful from my job.
7. start a little business
8.
9.
10.
(i'll keep above blank for a while i can't think of anything this time around)

so if i achieve 5 above i get to get something for myself ok?
lets set what will i get for myself.
ok maybe another nice trip to taiwan!!!!!!
yeah that will be rewarding!

阿部啊阿部
還是你最好
我有點對不起你啦，
每次傷心的時候才會來找你。
但是你總是會細心聆聽我的心事，
謝謝你阿部。

前天我很開心，
以為我的努力我的奮鬥真的被看見了。

今天我很傷心，
因為上班開facebook，就判我死刑。

不過無所謂，
我還是會加油。
我要證明給你看我不是一個容易放棄的人！
獅子座是好勝的！
雖然說我不喜歡我的工作， 但是我還是會做到最好的。
要嘛就不做， 要做就要做得最好！
這種爛理由倒塌不了我！

你他媽的老處女！老姑婆！
我就咒你！ 我咒你買泡麵永遠永遠沒有調味料！
買麥當勞漢堡包裏面永遠沒有漢堡肉！！！！！

對不起，不好意思 我今天又崩潰了。
我今天哭得很多，
我又令人失望了。
我自己也對自己感到很失望。
哭了就要振作起來。
哭不是博同情，而是發洩
生氣自己這麼沒有用，
你今天哭了，
你明天要加油。

每一次哭后，
一定要加油。
因為哭是有代價的。
就是要換來更好的自己。
別再令自己失望了。
加油寶珠！

akon...

actually i wasn't keen to go to akon's concert,
i was shocked to see the ammount of people who attended the concert!
it seems that foreigners are more than malaysians!
but anyway i went in late because i had to wait for my fren to pass the tix to him,
and i had a hard time finding my other frens,
when i found them i was soooo happy, i screamed out loud!

so we started enjoying ourselves and because we were too short, （its a standing concert f.y.i) we couldn't see much, so have to syiok sendiri.
in front of us was a big afro that was blocking our view,




our mandy used to be crowned BIG HEAD, now she is defeated!!!!!
haha


look at the ammount of people, really people mountain people sea man!
don't get this wrong , we are not at the back, we are just looking back at akon who was "passed" to the back to meet the people at the back.

conclusion is, i was sticky, sweaty, high (a bit) , hot, tired, a lil bit sleepy but had a little fun .. keke