the character i hate the most would be sheriff woody.
one activity i hate the most would be gambling.
one car i hate the most would be wira
one sports i hate the most would be swimming.
one food i hate the most would be ipoh tiger brand heong bang.
one..... i hate the most.... would be.....
too much to remember nor to forget.
i hated it so much that, every time when i repeat doing or seeing these things, memories comes back.
good ones and bad ones.
no i don't want to walk back to the path that i hurt and cried the most.
yes we were happy together once. but things changed and we are not who we were then.
its not that i hate toy story. its not that i hate sheriff woody.
its that i try to hate them so that i feel better and think i will get over it.
but instead i felt terrible. i feel that i am a horrible person with a horrible temper.
a friend said that i don't like explaining thats why people tend to misunderstood me.
but if you are my friend then you will know what kind of person i am. i get misunderstood all the time.
i am very lazy to explain. because explaining means you dont know me well.
for example
A's birthday is today and we planned to have dinner some where, but decision has not been made by everyone. so B said hey why not have some korean food instead. CDEHGHIJK said ok! den E come calling me saying where are we having the korean food at?o.0? and C came asking me where was the korean food that we had last time. so so i told C that its at hartamas. and everyone agreed to go there, however since A and B and J have been there i told B why don't we find another one, since its little korean village there must be a lot of other korean restaurant. DENG misunderstood. B thought that i don't want to go to the one we went. DENG* bell rings again* G asked why? they want to go and try it out, since most of them never been there before. DENG* J tried to explain saying I said we could find another one there, not necessary we need to go back there to have dinner. DENG* B shuts J up and confirm with me once again whether its best to go to the one we went to before.
in conclusion: J and B had a little fight, because J tried to explain for me.
and in the end i wonder why did they asked my decision since i went there to company the birthday girl for dinner.
and i wonder why i can't go as an ass hole asked me why did i joined since i wasn't eating.
and i wonder why does my question has such a big impact as my suggestion is to switch to a better one.
in the end i told B go back to the old one. the one we went to before.
i was touched as J told me she tried explaining to them that that wasn't what i meant.
however i was pissed as B has the most sucky planning in the whole wide world and yet she insist in planning stuff.
wow. thats what i guess whats inside me that was there all these while that was making me unhappy.
of course there is a HELL more than these much.
seriously. fuck my life.
