i have never been so sad since a very long time.
this time it really hurts.
i won't mention why cause its pointless.
normally i will forgive very fast.
but this time its really hard.
and i am very disappointed in you.
but as i said.
never asked for any returns if you are the one who is willing to do it.
and the ones that you care less are the ones that care about you the most.
i blame myself.

some one famous....

ok, first of all, i am sincerely sorry for not updating because i admit i used to blogged a lot when i am depress.

but now i am going to blog more often as i guess someone famous must had read my blog and keep on teasing me now, saying they'll know when will i be sad, cause i blog when i am sad.

now i am here to change your point of view!!!
here i am happily blogging,
see how happy am i?

keke i guess its actually a good sign of not blogging for a while cause i finally found a person to spit out my thoughts and worries. this shows that i am happy all these while right!

ALRIGHT, ALRIGHT,
its been almost a year or less since my last post.
what happened?
in summary,

went to 2 trips,
hong kong
- not much shopping , but a lot of 许留山
-went to macau, had lots of fun,had Portuguese eggtart(very nice) and went to the famous wall(i'm sorry i have bad memory, i forgot what's it called) and won some money but i dropped the money that i won, but someone bought my ferry ticket to cheer me up. thank you very very much.
- went for last minute shopping before going to the airport,
-had popoye before boarding
and watch 心魔 in the plane.

short but memorable trip. thanks MPRN!!

Bali
-a 5 days 4 nights trip
-very nice place, but had to be caution about everything.
-mushroom makes people go crazy, i was willing to try but no one had the guts.
-went out the sea and chased after dolphins, it was quite an experience, as we were life jacket-less.
-had a very nice italian meal there,
- stayed in tune hotel BALI! keke, nice and clean.
- and had a luxury night at the pat-mase villa!!! mamamia~!!
-oh yeah, we experience galungan festival, which is the Balinese's new year..kinda
- forgot to mention we bought some realy cheap airticket from mas.
- if i were to go back, i would want to go back to adirama hotel again, because its just in front of the sea. but the sea is not those blue sea. its BLACK!
thats all, i am bad memory, thats all i can remember...kekeke


other than 2 trips, recently we went to sunway lagoon for our family, but its rather like frens day, anyways we had fun too, and sunburn on our shoulders.
so now my shoulders are pilling like snack skin.. disgusting.

hmm... what else..
oh yeah... i bought a Polaroid for myself, for my birthday. happy birthday me!!

hmmm....
thats all... using up all my brain juice. kekeke..
tata~

他們說，說不定我是別人的爛桃花！~~~~(>_<)~~~~
我從來沒有想過這點叻
原來我是一朵爛桃花 o(>﹏<)o

唉唉唉， 三聲無奈啊。
人生好無奈

該走的不走
不該走的就想走。

唉唉唉， 三聲無奈啊~

Every begining of the year , we'll need to fill in our very own TOP 5 wish list that we want to achieve during that year, and during the end of the year, we will check how many did we achieved.
well i achieved 1 out of 5 in my list. this year i hope to achieve at least 2.

if i am not mistaken, i wrote
1. Korea
2. loss weight
3.save money to go to korea (additional, i forgot what did i wrote for no.3 on my list)
4.increase the percentage of salary increment, its too low.
5.get an intern to help out our filing (LOL)

so i guess what i wrote on my list is not too hard to achieve,
Let's get it done and have a pleasant 2010 year~!

部落格， 我又對不起你了。
我老是傷心的時候才來找你。
是我不好，但是只有你能聆聽我的悲傷。

他呀 昨天就寄了一封短訊給我。 說他要離開大馬了。
要我原諒他所做錯的，還有要記得他還愛著我。
後來我就回他說希望他能找到更好的， 謝謝他教會我怎麼做人。

後來他打電話來， 我接了。
他第一句就是說，“你終於接我的電話了。。。”
他說他都有留意我，透過面書
還是很不捨得我， 還是很愛我。
要我幸福。

我很恨他爲什麽要sms我
爲什麽要打給我。
你要走就走啊， 我很難才放下你了。
你幹嘛要告訴我啊
害我想起我們有過的回憶
晚上還偷偷的哭。

好啦， 我真心的祝福你。
這是我們新的開始，
你若找到對的人，記得要告訴我哦。
我若也找到的話。 我也會告訴你他有沒有比你更好。
好不好？

保重咯 chingu~

so yoooo its a brand new year,
and of course its time to set some new year resolutions.
anyway before that, this morning i promised myself to sleep early last night and wake upt this morning to go to hot yoga class, well i told myself this is a starting of my new year resolution, lose weight! however, you know how things goes, could'nt wake up bla bla bla, i know i am useless, so bare in mind how many i will archieve, very little i guess. but hey, i achieved one goal on my "ben ten" list last year! at least i achieved 1 ok! better than zero!

ok so this year's new resolution would be the basics,
1. lose weight (had been on the list since the day i was born)
2. salary increment.
3. lots of bonus.
4. travel to korea
5. learn korean language.
6. learn something useful from my job.
7. start a little business
8.
9.
10.
(i'll keep above blank for a while i can't think of anything this time around)

so if i achieve 5 above i get to get something for myself ok?
lets set what will i get for myself.
ok maybe another nice trip to taiwan!!!!!!
yeah that will be rewarding!