the tale of my tofu arms.
yesterday, my tofu arms were sore.
today, my tofu arms are (mind my language) FUCKING sore.
i find it hard to lift my arms up to wash my face!
well, perhaps after a few more intensive arms training.
they'll be fine and strong again!
good night everyone.
i am fucking tired tonight.
nighty night.

first day of work ever since i came back,
how was it?

i broke 1 white wine glass,
1 empty bottle of carlton draught beer.
i was running away from the chef.
trying not to have as much eye contact as possible,
and talk less to him.
cause he is a very emotional person.
his temper changes like thunder.
his little assistant is either hongkie, malaysian, or singaporean.
but he doesn't talk to me or anyone.
just like me! not doing alot of talking,
but working really hard.
i just listen to orders,
and do my job.
really tired today,
made a few mistakes,
but had fun working as something funny happened,
don't wanna talk about it, very embarrassing.
people are nice, as they forgive a lot.
and of course understand that i am still a newbie.
so call, noob!
or n00b!
wadever language that is.
and the most important thing is,
my bank account isn't just flowing.
at least i have income.
but i if work harder.
the figure of my income will be bigger.
and hopefully i can save up to pay my rent.
so mummy don't have to work so hard,
and can buy more stuff for herself.
it seems that she haven't pampered herself for quite sometime.
because she have to save up to pay for my studies and stuff.
23 years old still using parents money is actually consider quite useless.
people my age are earning already.
but i am still studying, using parents money.
spoilt brat.


alright. time to rest. another day to earn money tomorrow.
tired today, rich tomorrow.
muakz, nitie nite.

and here i go...
heee~lllllllllllllooooooooo~

i shited 3 times today.
too much information right?
i feel like going to toilet again.
but i feel like blogging!
i wish i am a multi-tasker!
i will be one soon!
thats the dream that i have to come true!
love ya'll~~~~~~~~~~~~~

flu flu,
go away,
never come again ok?
flu flu,
go away,
little ah se wants to play.

the original lyrics is,
rain, rain,
go away,
come again another day,
rain rain,
go away,

little ____ wanna play.

hey hey its me YO YO YO!
sigh....

the yo thingy isn't working.
i'm still boring.
the weather is beautiful here,
however the only missing thing is my partner,
my evening walk partner,
and my IGA supermarket partner.

i wonder why people like to torture themselves,
by using drugs, and alcohol.
and wasting money by going clubbing,
listening to loud music that makes you too deaf to talk in the club.
maybe i am not that kinda type of person who knows how to appreciate these kinda stuff.
my philosophy is,
1. no drugs,
2. no alcohol,
3. no smoking,
4. no clubbing
:)

i miss my country soooooou much!
i can feel the emptiness of perth after you guys left.
its like, i feel like doing this activity but you are not here to do it with me.
just like making sushi.
my sushi cutter isn't here anymore.
i had to cut it myself.


oh well, wad comes around goes around.
i hope that i could find a group of new friends here again.
i remember my ex-housemate told me to find new friends and be more socialize the day before i left perth.
i will try my best.
don't worry.
take care.
hugzz
xxx...
and good night.

obviously i am not willing to go back,
but i have to,
anyways,
i am a positive thinker,
i think on the bright side.
so the bright side in perth is,
i get to gain knowledge, (or not)
i am going to graduate soon,
the weather is cool there,
i have a bigger room with bathroom attached,
i have more freedom there,
and hmm... friends,
actually come to think of it,
i do actually have friends there now.
just not best friends,
once a friend told me, "a best friend is better than 10 normal friends"

which is totally true,
a best friend can company wherever you go,
share the same interest,
talk all day long, knowing that they are talking crap but still go on and on,
have the same fashion sense,
can gossip around,
criticize people, objects and situations.
share any sorrows and happiness,
and of course scold you whenever you do anything wrong,
because she wants you to be a better person,
and also help you without ever thinking why shud i help you,
people talk bad about you she will defend for you,
and most of all,
ask "what do you wanna eat tonight" everyday
force you to make a decision wads for dinner.
cook together,
laughs together,
cries together,
criticizes together,
gossip together,
sleep together,
crap together.
worry together,
have fun together....
etc, etc


while normal fren,
will you know wad normal frens are.
i'm lazy to discribe normal frens.

will, good night and good bye malaysia,
see you again next year,
or the end of the year.
Muakz,
bye bye my best friends,
hope to see you soon!

eling,
canney,
jennifer,
elise!

love you all!

Came Back from Miri today,
Had to come back to the dirty and hazy KL.
oh well, 7 more days to go,
and i have to go back to perth,
lonely perth,
don;t feel like going back there,
feel like staying in Miri forever.
what to do, what to do...
you chose this way, you walk this direction.
no turning back.
or else you will get killed.

i saw an old old man who fell down and hurt his face and arm,
i felt useless and helpless and i couldn't do anything.
but what i realized is that,
they are still quite a lot of kind and helpful people and this world,
many came to help that old man.
poor old man, i hope he is ok now.
god bless that old man,
and god bless everyone in this world.

我要
忍！忍！忍！忍！忍！
忍忍忍忍忍。

这样就会
和气生财