CNY is just around the corner,
of all festival i love CNy the most.
why?
because all my relatives will come back for family reunion,
and those who came back from far countries like Canada or england,
you'll get lots of presents from them,
for instants, my aunt bought loads of cloths for me in Canada,
she even bought winter clothing for me!
how thoughtful of her!
and there will be funny stories to talk about,
like who did what and it was so funny,
of course there will be someone there for you to bully,
like my cousin brother, my "koko".
and also there's little devil cousins who plays gameboy all day,
and you'll think that they are shy quiet kid,
but the fact is when their mother "mortgage" their gameboys,
they are like demons, like evil devils that came from hell!
and then there will be relatives that will ask "yearly" questions like -:
1. Pou, got boyfriend or not?
2. Pou when are you graduating?
3. Pou are you working now?
4. Pou when are you going to belanja us?
5. Pou you got bring enough money to gamble this year or not?
and there are questions asked by a mean cousin every time he sees me, -:
1. Pou, you still like satay or not ( there is a story behind this satay)
every time we pass by the sea side near my grandmother's house,
he'll sure bring out this joke!
for almost 15year!
i find the joke not funny anymore.
but he still thinks its funny after 15 years.
anyways,
there are also people who dislike CNY,
like my ex-house mate who think CNY is just CNY,
nothing special.
and for those who travels during CNY,
thats not about CNY!
CNY is a reunion festival!
some people just don't appreciate family reunion.
of course, those people that don';t appreciate always have a story behind.
had my first time ever threading eye brow today,
pain like hell!!!!!
but of course ends up very nice,
they say i look more....
more... wads that word...
more... pretty, yes pretty.
ha ha.
ok, not to talk about politics in Malaysia but!
i think those politicians are stupid.
especially the lingam case.
they are those who made Malaysia's reputation "glory"!
what a joke.
anyways, back to my topic.
yes, more and more people are arriving,
tmr my parents and sister will be arriving,
friday my stupid cousin will be arriving,
ben will be arriving later,
my uncle will be arriving on the day of reunion dinner,
my aunt from canada arrived yesterday.
wow, the house will be very merry soon!
have to sleep now.
In Miri, I have to wake up very early.
so good nite and sleep tight.
some times i just to blog crap.
so don;t take things to seriously.
as i am not a serious person.
wahahaha,
see see the crapping is starting,
i think its a disease. or a kind of sickness.
blah. who cares.
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Monday, January 28, 2008
Friday, January 25, 2008
to me,
life is like traveling on the road,
once you are born, you start traveling on narrow roads,
as you grow bigger, you road gets wider,
of course there will be potholes, accidents, and etc on that road,
but you still have to move on,
the only way to not let you move on is when you gave up traveling anymore,
that is the day you die.
its a long journey,
so have a pleasant journey.
make accidents as your lessons,
make potholes as your difficulties,
and repair it as soon as possible,
if you have problem repairing it,
ask for someone's help,
someone's advice might help you,
better than you standing alone there helplessly.
there's been loads of problem lately,
i wish i could solve it,
but most of them are not my problems,
its my close family and friend's problems.
all i can do is to make them happy.
but one of my friend makes me feel like she is locking herself in her room.
not opening the door to come out.
i feel sad to see her like that.
she is not as happy as she is before.
i tried to comfort her,
but i think things just get worst.
by reading her blog i feel really sad.
but i think time will heal her,
its just a matter of time, how long?
i guess, quite long.
message to her is,
" don't give up Taman Negara just because of one papaya tree,
there are still a lot of trees which need and loves you a lot,
maybe now you can't see those trees, because the only thing you can see is that spot where that papaya tree used to be there. i know it needs time to grows some grass and cover that spot. the only thing i pray is to make those grass grow faster, so that they can cover that spot as soon as possible, so that the orange tree will bear fruits and enjoy life again."
another thing is that,
i think people usually write blogs when they are really down,
but they won;t write when they are happy.
treat your blog equally,
when you are sad, blog it,
when you are happy blog it,
when you have thoughts, blog it,
when you had fun, blog it.
good night ah se.
sleep tight everybody
life is like traveling on the road,
once you are born, you start traveling on narrow roads,
as you grow bigger, you road gets wider,
of course there will be potholes, accidents, and etc on that road,
but you still have to move on,
the only way to not let you move on is when you gave up traveling anymore,
that is the day you die.
its a long journey,
so have a pleasant journey.
make accidents as your lessons,
make potholes as your difficulties,
and repair it as soon as possible,
if you have problem repairing it,
ask for someone's help,
someone's advice might help you,
better than you standing alone there helplessly.
there's been loads of problem lately,
i wish i could solve it,
but most of them are not my problems,
its my close family and friend's problems.
all i can do is to make them happy.
but one of my friend makes me feel like she is locking herself in her room.
not opening the door to come out.
i feel sad to see her like that.
she is not as happy as she is before.
i tried to comfort her,
but i think things just get worst.
by reading her blog i feel really sad.
but i think time will heal her,
its just a matter of time, how long?
i guess, quite long.
message to her is,
" don't give up Taman Negara just because of one papaya tree,
there are still a lot of trees which need and loves you a lot,
maybe now you can't see those trees, because the only thing you can see is that spot where that papaya tree used to be there. i know it needs time to grows some grass and cover that spot. the only thing i pray is to make those grass grow faster, so that they can cover that spot as soon as possible, so that the orange tree will bear fruits and enjoy life again."
another thing is that,
i think people usually write blogs when they are really down,
but they won;t write when they are happy.
treat your blog equally,
when you are sad, blog it,
when you are happy blog it,
when you have thoughts, blog it,
when you had fun, blog it.
good night ah se.
sleep tight everybody
Monday, January 21, 2008
-John P. Kretzmann & John L. McKnight-
Every single person has capabilities, abilities and gifts.
Living a good life depends on whether those capabilities can be used,
abilities expressed and gifts given. If they are, the person will be valued,
feel powerful and well-connected to the people around them.
And the community around the person will be more powerful
because of the contribution the person is making.
i believe everyone had experienced this feeling before,
that is when you are very tired,
until a period you will get high for a while,
and then get grumpy the whole day.
i was so high that i kept singing in the night market,
and i couldn't be bothered how people stared at me,
i just kept singing and singing and singing while walking,
then suddenly i realized,
OMG, my dad used to do that too!
and my attitude is getting more similar as dad!
and then after a period of time,
i got grumpy,
when my mum ask me "want to eat apple or not"
i just shake my head,
and i started scolding "faster laaaah! Everything dun wan lah".
haha, but my mum din diu kao me,
she still slowly shop, and keep asking me want this or not, want that or not?
haihh, i gave up responding her, and just stand aside and look at those pirated CD/VCD sellers.
my grandma's eyes are getting worst and worst,
her eye sight is so blur that her can't see who is who,
so she will differentiate everyone by our voices,
and her main entertainment is listening to the radio,
cause she can't watch TV anymore.
eventhough grandma's eye sight is not that good,
but her spirit is still very strong!
that is when you are very tired,
until a period you will get high for a while,
and then get grumpy the whole day.
i was so high that i kept singing in the night market,
and i couldn't be bothered how people stared at me,
i just kept singing and singing and singing while walking,
then suddenly i realized,
OMG, my dad used to do that too!
and my attitude is getting more similar as dad!
and then after a period of time,
i got grumpy,
when my mum ask me "want to eat apple or not"
i just shake my head,
and i started scolding "faster laaaah! Everything dun wan lah".
haha, but my mum din diu kao me,
she still slowly shop, and keep asking me want this or not, want that or not?
haihh, i gave up responding her, and just stand aside and look at those pirated CD/VCD sellers.
my grandma's eyes are getting worst and worst,
her eye sight is so blur that her can't see who is who,
so she will differentiate everyone by our voices,
and her main entertainment is listening to the radio,
cause she can't watch TV anymore.
eventhough grandma's eye sight is not that good,
but her spirit is still very strong!
Friday, January 18, 2008
The harder the conflict,
the more glorious the triumph.
What we obtain too cheap,
we esteem too lightly;
it is dearness only that gives everything its value.
I love the man that can smile in trouble,
that can gather strength from distress and grow brave by reflection.
'Tis the business of little minds to shrink;
but he whose heart is firm,
and whose conscience approves his conduct,
will pursue his principles unto death.
- M. Scott Peck
today i am suppose to go out "yamcha" with my high school classmates,
but most of them are those i don't hang out much with in high school,
so i decided to tell a big fat lie and cancel the "yamcha" with them.
i feel guilty for lying, but then i really don;t feeling like meeting those people cause:
1. It's hard to join their conversation cause all they talk about is work.
2. their stupid mouth, very poison.
3. i don't feel like meeting the people that i don't feel like meeting.
i think thats the 3 main point.
i hope they dont read this.
if you guys do.
i'm really sorry.
sincerely.
but most of them are those i don't hang out much with in high school,
so i decided to tell a big fat lie and cancel the "yamcha" with them.
i feel guilty for lying, but then i really don;t feeling like meeting those people cause:
1. It's hard to join their conversation cause all they talk about is work.
2. their stupid mouth, very poison.
3. i don't feel like meeting the people that i don't feel like meeting.
i think thats the 3 main point.
i hope they dont read this.
if you guys do.
i'm really sorry.
sincerely.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
this is my elementary best mate,
14 years friendship.
in between these 14 years,
we lost contact for 4 years,
so i guess its 10 years.
its very rare to have a fren contacting you for 10 years,
well we don't always get to meet each other,
just once in a while,
but we manage to maintain our friendship for so long,
people used to think we were twins,
haha, now i guess no one thinks we are twins anymore,
the best part is, if we are together, people might think that we are sisters,
aand i'm always the younger one! hahaha!
have to go now,
write soon,
maybe.
haha, what a random person!
Chinese New Year is coming soon!
i, myself love chinese new year the most,
that's the time i can meet all my relatives,
and gossip on the gambling table, lol.
and talk about the old times, how we used to be,
and how things changed.
i think CNY is all about reunion,
not just CNY, every festive season is a time for family reunion,
just like my family,
everyone is busy at work, for a living.
that's why i'm always home alone,
one of my friend once said to me,
" i really admire you for being so independent".
i just nodded and smile,
but little they know about me,
i was raise to be independent,
when i was young,
i'm always home alone,
i have to find ways to not be boring,
parents are always not at home,
siblings are always out,
that's why i guess friends are so important to me,
to me, friends and family comes first,
today i'll be meeting my old friends,
so excited.
that's the time i can meet all my relatives,
and gossip on the gambling table, lol.
and talk about the old times, how we used to be,
and how things changed.
i think CNY is all about reunion,
not just CNY, every festive season is a time for family reunion,
just like my family,
everyone is busy at work, for a living.
that's why i'm always home alone,
one of my friend once said to me,
" i really admire you for being so independent".
i just nodded and smile,
but little they know about me,
i was raise to be independent,
when i was young,
i'm always home alone,
i have to find ways to not be boring,
parents are always not at home,
siblings are always out,
that's why i guess friends are so important to me,
to me, friends and family comes first,
today i'll be meeting my old friends,
so excited.
If you as parents cut corners,
your children will too. If you lie, they will too.
If you spend all your money on yourselves and tithe no portion of it for charities,
colleges, churches, synagogues, and civic causes,
your children won't either.
And if parents snicker at racial and gender jokes,
another generation will pass on the poison adults still have not had the courage to snuff out.
You have been my friend.
That in itself is a tremendous think.
I wove my webs for you because I liked you.
After all, what's a life, anyway?
We're born, we live a little while, we die.
A spider's life can't help being something of a mess,
with all this trapping and eating flies.
By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle.
Heaven knows anyone's life can stand a little of that.
Charlotte, "Charlotte's Web"
- E.B White.
Monday, January 14, 2008
it seems like when someone is gone,
they will be missed,
that is, when they are gone.
why can't appreciate the appearance of someone when they are still by your side?
so that we don't regret, when they are gone?
i guess human beings are like that,
i don't want to repeat my mistakes again.
they will be missed,
that is, when they are gone.
why can't appreciate the appearance of someone when they are still by your side?
so that we don't regret, when they are gone?
i guess human beings are like that,
i don't want to repeat my mistakes again.
i'll appreciate everyone's appearance.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
would you like to read a article who of words,
or break it up into paragraphs?
i personally like reading articles broken into paragraphs,
they don't make my eyes soar and tired,
and wasting all the time to find where was i reading.
anyways,
i don't miss perth,
but i miss my frenz there,
but it seems when i come back to malaysia,
all my frenz are so busy,
not wad i expected though.
but i'll do my best to contact and meet them.
i promise.
or break it up into paragraphs?
i personally like reading articles broken into paragraphs,
they don't make my eyes soar and tired,
and wasting all the time to find where was i reading.
anyways,
i don't miss perth,
but i miss my frenz there,
but it seems when i come back to malaysia,
all my frenz are so busy,
not wad i expected though.
but i'll do my best to contact and meet them.
i promise.
Home Sweet Home
even though malaysia is not as clean as it is in perth,
the weather is not as cool it is,
the air is not as fresh as it is in perth,
but it feels good to be back,
because this is where i'm from!
when the captain announced,
"selamat pulang ke tanah air!"
my heart said " yeah baby yeah!"
i love malaysia.
so good to be home.
the weather is not as cool it is,
the air is not as fresh as it is in perth,
but it feels good to be back,
because this is where i'm from!
when the captain announced,
"selamat pulang ke tanah air!"
my heart said " yeah baby yeah!"
i love malaysia.
so good to be home.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
had no internet for the pass 2 days.
how do i feel?
bored. of course.
but i had a good night sleep though.
i slept from 11pm to 12.30pm the next day.
i kept myself busy these few days.
so that i won't feel bored.
feel a bit sad,
when i heard that my friends went travelling.
cause i cannot go with them!
*sob sob
we used to be a gang,
and everywhere we went,
we went together.
thats all for now.
take care. see you soon in KL
bye bye
love you
miss you
watver
tata
ciaoz
how do i feel?
bored. of course.
but i had a good night sleep though.
i slept from 11pm to 12.30pm the next day.
i kept myself busy these few days.
so that i won't feel bored.
feel a bit sad,
when i heard that my friends went travelling.
cause i cannot go with them!
*sob sob
we used to be a gang,
and everywhere we went,
we went together.
thats all for now.
take care. see you soon in KL
bye bye
love you
miss you
watver
tata
ciaoz
Monday, January 7, 2008
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Saturday, January 5, 2008
another 1 week to go,
thats 7 days,
thats 168 hours,
10080 minutes,
604,800 second to go!
can't wait to go home!
to see all my friends and family!
and pick a new dog from spca!
and eat tom yam, and yu tao mei!
and have korean food! yum yum!
of course, the must not missed nasi lemak,
and chicken rice!!! wuuuhooooooooooo!
i download a few chinese new year songs to listen just to make myself more happy,
sitting alone in a room with stupid sad music doesn't help at all,
when i hear those cny songs, it reminds me of family reunion, good food, funny stories, love, and last but not least! gambling! hehe
you can't imagine how much i miss them,
i finished my bacon scarf yesterday as well,
here, take a look.
a big bacon on my neck. LOL.
the bacon scarf!
starting a new scarf so that i have more varieties to wear during winter.thats 7 days,
thats 168 hours,
10080 minutes,
604,800 second to go!
can't wait to go home!
to see all my friends and family!
and pick a new dog from spca!
and eat tom yam, and yu tao mei!
and have korean food! yum yum!
of course, the must not missed nasi lemak,
and chicken rice!!! wuuuhooooooooooo!
i download a few chinese new year songs to listen just to make myself more happy,
sitting alone in a room with stupid sad music doesn't help at all,
when i hear those cny songs, it reminds me of family reunion, good food, funny stories, love, and last but not least! gambling! hehe
you can't imagine how much i miss them,
i finished my bacon scarf yesterday as well,
here, take a look.
a big bacon on my neck. LOL.
the bacon scarf!
teehee, like i am going to wear them!
of course i am going to wear them!
it took months to finish them!
have to wait until 4.am to start downloading.
cant TPG treat their customers better and change and off peak time to 2.am to 9.am.
anyways, i am happy to have broadband when i come back from KL.
cause i can talk to my family and friends more on skype!
good night everyone.
7 days remaining!
Friday, January 4, 2008
couldn't sleep, so i "flip" through my phone's pictures that i took.
then i start missing jennifer,
and canney,
and eling, and spud,
and my family.
i just hate being alone at night missing you guys.
when i look through my pictures in my phone,
i remember the good times we had together,
like i had korean dinner with canney and eling,
then we went to KLCC for window shopping,
and eling wasn;t feeling well,
then they walked me to the train station,
and i hugged them and cry.
cause i will miss them a lot.
and then there's a video about eling getting very angry for some reason,
and jennifer juggling the tennis balls,
and jennifer and i went to the river side and start taking stupid pictures,
and i secretly took pictures of spud (the overweight dog) sleeping,
but as i walked nearer he noticed me and sit up.
then when i walked nearer to him, he came nearer to me,
just to let me pet him,
then i shouted, "Spud! Sit down!"
then he sat down, "good boyly".
i invented that one.
haha
those are the good times.
very bored these few days,
luckily i had elise's company last night.
or i'll be sleeping all alone again.
well, now at least one of the housemate is back.
so i wont be so scared.
and then soon i won't be seeing elise again,
i will miss her company too.
i will miss everyones company!
then i start missing jennifer,
and canney,
and eling, and spud,
and my family.
i just hate being alone at night missing you guys.
when i look through my pictures in my phone,
i remember the good times we had together,
like i had korean dinner with canney and eling,
then we went to KLCC for window shopping,
and eling wasn;t feeling well,
then they walked me to the train station,
and i hugged them and cry.
cause i will miss them a lot.
and then there's a video about eling getting very angry for some reason,
and jennifer juggling the tennis balls,
and jennifer and i went to the river side and start taking stupid pictures,
and i secretly took pictures of spud (the overweight dog) sleeping,
but as i walked nearer he noticed me and sit up.
then when i walked nearer to him, he came nearer to me,
just to let me pet him,
then i shouted, "Spud! Sit down!"
then he sat down, "good boyly".
i invented that one.
haha
those are the good times.
very bored these few days,
luckily i had elise's company last night.
or i'll be sleeping all alone again.
well, now at least one of the housemate is back.
so i wont be so scared.
and then soon i won't be seeing elise again,
i will miss her company too.
i will miss everyones company!
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
happy new year everyone....
i know i know, its the third time i said happy new year.
anyways, i just wanna say something here..
for those who loved me dearly in 2007, i "thank kiu you very the much".
for those who hated me in 2007, i also "thank kiu you very the much too".
if i did anything bad that made you guys pissed, and angry,
i'm sorry for what i did, from the bottom of my heart.
its a new year, and i hope i can be a better and useful person.
lots of hopes for this year 2008.
and 2008 is an important year for me, as i will graduate this year.
i will step out to the society this year,
i won't be studying anymore, which i will miss the most cause i had studied for 22 years!
(ok, minus 5 years)
lastly, i really wanna thankkiu you guys very much for giving me a wonderful year 2007,
and i look forward for year 2008!
happy new year 2008 guys!
all the best! take care! and have a wonderful 2008!
i know i know, its the third time i said happy new year.
anyways, i just wanna say something here..
for those who loved me dearly in 2007, i "thank kiu you very the much".
for those who hated me in 2007, i also "thank kiu you very the much too".
if i did anything bad that made you guys pissed, and angry,
i'm sorry for what i did, from the bottom of my heart.
its a new year, and i hope i can be a better and useful person.
lots of hopes for this year 2008.
and 2008 is an important year for me, as i will graduate this year.
i will step out to the society this year,
i won't be studying anymore, which i will miss the most cause i had studied for 22 years!
(ok, minus 5 years)
lastly, i really wanna thankkiu you guys very much for giving me a wonderful year 2007,
and i look forward for year 2008!
happy new year 2008 guys!
all the best! take care! and have a wonderful 2008!
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