the ulgy beautiful world

this is hazel doing her work, this is the sit where i used to sit next to someone.

the flowers was taken when i was having my evening walk with hazel. its so beautiful, but beauty doesn't last long, one day it will turn ulgy and no one will like it anymore.

i have new neighbors next to me, and they have a dog, call "spud".

he is a cute dog, and overweight too. he reminds me of rocky. till now i still can't believe rocky is not here anymore.just thinking he is still at home, sleeping in his cage. always welcoming us back, happily hitting his tail on the gate. sometimes barking at us, greeting us.

i hope he went peacefully as brownie too. rest in peace rocky, and brownie. will love you guys always.

terrible news

my sister told me that my other dog died yesterday! it was too sudden to me, i thought she was lying. but then when she said that my mother cried too, i knew it was not a lie. i burst out into tears.. scream ... and shocked to know the news. Rocky was very healthy! as what they told me! they brought him to the vet and the veteran said he was ok! what happen?

my mum did explained to me why he died, apparently he was sad after brownie passed away. he hadn't been eating for the pass few days. When my father came back from penang yesterday he couldn't find Rocky, when he found him, he was lying in the bushes dead. Then my father called my mum to tell her the news, and when my mum came home, Rocky was already buried.

my mum did asked me whether they should get a new dog. my mum said the dogs had been with us for so many years, and she thinks its time for a break, and its too soon for a new dog. i agreed.

rest in peace, brownie and rocky. hope you guys meet in heaven, and meet bersy there too. love you guys. farwell.

Job Hunting Day

when down town with hazel for her interview today, walked a lot while waiting for her. got tired, sat down and took some pictures. roam around to see whether any shops are hiring. got bored and tired and gave up job hunting. After an hour hazel finally came out and we went to a cheap japanese restaurant for lunch. after that we asked a few shops whether they are hiring, most of their answers are "send your resume in and the head office will process it". later we headed to myers to look for the fragrance diffuser. Then it started to rain. Weirdos were shouting everywhere. so many of them, feel like smacking them. Anyway, there were a flock of seagulls outside myers, some of them were enjoying swimming in the pool of water. they seem having fun. i wish i could join them.
reached home around 5 something, i kept thinking of my photography. anyway i got some ideas from CSI. and i started shooting my photos, playing with the blood i did yesterday. Made Ellice to be my model again today. The bloody hand i call it!
Is it scary? i hope it is.

bloody wednesday

i did my photography today and ellice, my wonderful housemate helped a lot during the shootings, as she is my model! i took her bloody legs first as my genre is HORROR! does it look like horror? i hope it does!~

the worst mid autumn festival.

Its wasn't that bad at first, but it got worst and worst and then it got better again. don't know what i am saying? ok, we invited tofu guy to go to kings park with us, thinking that we would meet elise there and have fun. we arrived there and played the paper lanterns for a while, and took a few pictures, and it was freaking windy(Dont they look like a sweet couple???)hahahahahahaha


and it started to rain. so we headed to northbridge to find my housemate instead. before reaching there she called me and said the restaurant was full. i was then a bit pissed cause its like 10 o'clock and they just started eating. so me and hazel decided to head home. Tofu guy had to meet his cousin there as well so we took a bus home. sounds pathetic? not at all, we had fun at the bus stop and the bus ride home. went to reached home we light up some lanterns outside and had our moon cake and tea. i boiled soup today and hazel really like it. however tofu guy thinks its tasteless. and i did some recording as well, and everything was deleted, so apparently i did nothing today, wasted all my time and energy. a bit upset but what can i do?

silly. me.

trying to think what should i shoot for my photography project 3. i am running out of time, i have to submit it on Monday. and i still have no idea what should i shoot.

today is moon cake festival. maybe, just maybe we will be going to kingspark, i heard they want to burn kingspark down. i wonder how they do that?

going to the recording studio later to record voices. hope they can do it right so we can finish earlier. good bye for now.

Adventures day

Hazel and i went to get our working visa label from DIMA today, it is located in Perth city. we decided to depart early so that we can come back to do our work. we started our journey at 10.00 am. took a bus down, and we actually missed the stop and the bus took us to the bus port. so we had to find our way to hay street. luckily Perth city is not very big, just very long as hazel said. and we successfully found DIMA, waited for a while to get the label.














after getting the label, we went to northbridge to yam cha, the dim sum restaurant cheap and nice. at least better than the ones i went. we went searching for paper lanterns and candles for the mid-autumn festival tomorrow. then we went to shop in woolworths, bought some cheap conditioner 2 for 8 dollars, so i bought 4 cause you don't know when will it be on special.

before going to woolworth we pass by myers and saw some weird costumes wore by the dummies.
look at that green guy! he has some many ....things on him.


and in front of the dummies, we saw the Oil Defusser, i call it fragrance sticks.
haha, it was 26 dollars, so i texted elise to ask where did she get hers because she got hers for 19.95. she said she got hers from Victoria park, so we head to victoria park. on our way back, we saw some aboriginal playing their music instrument, but it actually sound like and rough horn
anyway, i took a picture of them i should contribute, so i gave them a dollar. fair enough.
so we took a bus to victoria park station and got off, find our way to centro victoria park, we walked quite far there, we passed by a well,well it was a well before, but its sealed.

so we continued our journey and found the place to buy the oil defusser. we tried to walk back home but i guess our plan didn't work because we actually got lost. so we decided to talk a bus back to curtin.
on our way to the bus stop i saw a double rainbow, it was so beautiful. the thing is we were lost but we cool! haha.

alright i think its enough, write later cause i really have to clean my room. my room is dirty and messy!

still wandering around

still like the same, thinking of getting things done. but still wandering around the web, checking out some stuff, not doing anything useful.

i saw one of my classmate wrote "how come me like useless ppl at here...??" in his shout out in friendster. then i wondered, why don't he think if that sentences structure is correct before posting it up? i'm just being curious.

had a nice talk with my family today. apparently rocky had to get a dog license, and he had to go to the vet for check up as well. the veteran said that rocky is over weight, but overall he is a healthy dog. the veteran gave him an injection and some tablets to eat, but rocky wasn't happy about it and he was showing everyone anger. i hope he wont be lonely without brownie. whenever anyone mentioned about brownie i get sad. seriously. back to rocky, anyway he is ok now, not angry anymore. hehe, he used to have good temper. i think he is getting old too.

had a walk with my house mate today, when we were on the way back, we talked about friendship, whether its long lasting, then i thought about my best friends in KL. i wonder how are they, i wonder when i meet them will we have a topic to talk about. and i wondered whether we still remain the same, like before. i guess this will not happen, things change. so do i, and everyone else.

alright, have to go take my shower now, and work on my script. done my 1st page, 2 pages to go! good day and good night. Muakz~

Boring night.

finally finished my japanese homework, didn't know it was that easy. oh yeah i got 70/100 in my japanese mid term test. quite happy though. i had nothing to do so i took pictures of my desk and home work, well not exactly nothing to do, i have tons of things to do. hehe..

the orang utan is from the newspaper my mum used to wrap the camera, i thought it was cute so i "adopt" it. hehe, and i call it Rudolf. cute right? i know. ^u^.

i am trying to pamper myself by feeding myself some gummy animal( but there's only snake, crocodile, monkey and dinosour in it)
i am counting the days to go home actually, and also getting myself more organize so i did a calender for myself. to jot down what had happen, what i have to do, and the columns with smiley faces are the days i felt happy. i'm so naive. i know. i just don't wanna grow up. i want to stay the same!
and that is my time table, a lot of gaps on monday! hate it hate it hate it! when i say 3 times i really mean it! as you can see on wednesday i have no class.
thats all guyz, i will try to go to bed now. good night, and good morning. ^v^-

more and more assignments.

Gosh, Jeez, Omg, I really don't know where to start. i have 2 photography assignments, 2 Japanese homework, 1 ftv script, 6 radio commercial and tvc to complete within next week! where do i start? and when i start to think about it, i get lazy and stop thinking about it, thats why it was acuminate till so much, like a big mountain in front of me.

hmm... let me plan, finish ftv script and japanese home work by monday, tuesday plan the recording. wednesday take pictures of the 3rd project, and thursday take pictures for the 2nd project.

i hope i can finish it within this week, please! i beg myself! please be more hardworking! please!

the hint

the hint is every WEDNESDAY!

every Wednesday guys, every Wednesday!
why Wednesdays? cause:

1. its the day i don't have class
2. its the day i first met person x
3. its the day i will met person x
4. its the day i always wait for hazel to finish class
5. its the day i have movies to entertain myself for dinner or after dinner.

^u^- now u know why,can you keep a secret for me? ~thank you~

Tenant of the month

today we had a house inspection, the inspector Audwin lee, and obviously we tidy up our house, but usually its always clean. and Inspector Audwin lee gave us the TENANT OF THE MONTH! prizes include vouchers for lunch, a cert of it and also to pissed of our bitchy cleaners! cause they always complain that our house is dirty. well, i think their job is to clean a dirty house if not they wont be called cleaners right? hurray! so happy

(few hours later, received audwin's email)

inspector audwin fooled us about the tenant of the month. i am so disappointed. it says that there were a few houses which are very clean too especially the one next door. so chances of being the tenant of the month are slim. audwin, if u read this, i wanna punch you. seriously >: (

RIP Brownie

received an email from my mother this morning, sad to hear that my dog, brownie passed away yesterday. they buried him in the garden outside my house and planted a flower on top. may he rest in peace in heaven. i am sad because i cant see him anymore, but as everyone said he is old, and he is not suffering anymore. so i guess thats right too. i will miss his presence, as i have only pictures for memories.
brownie, even though u r naughty sometimes, but you know i will love you always. no dog can replace you as u have a unique character. love you always. rest in peace.

^u^

like i said before, there is always a reason for a big silly smile! he was a hero today. there was a group of ozs that were talking loudly. everyone where looking at them and giving signal but it was him who when up to them and ask them politely to shut up! my hero! wuuuhoooo!

Lucky Day!

acknowledgment.
i have to thank jack for getting the job info for me today.
haha

Luck
during japanese class, we had a lot of pair work to do, my pair was jennifer! the tofu guy didn't come and its boring paring with him.
so jennifer showed me her advertisement for lottery west and told me about the scratching thingy. so i was thinking to get one in coles karawara. and i won 8 dollars! i was so happy, first time buying loterry and won 8 dollars!

face booking

i'm starting to hate face book now, its so addictive, you go back every second to see whether there's any update! gosh!
and i am suppose to go to sleep but i am still awake because of the stupid face book. and i still did nothing for my assignments!
bad ah se! bad girl! must be elise who influenced you! hehehe.. nah, just joking. hope elise don't read this. *wahahahaha!

i'm so lazy!

after my presentation and japanese tests, this whole week i did nothing! i even skipped class or slept late and missed class! what was i thinking? seriously when i sit down and think what should i do, my instincts tell me,"nah, you can do later". omg, i have to stop this straight away! i am going to start doing stuff and stop surfing that stupid face book cause it is making me stop thinking anymore!

btw, i am addicted to face book. and its killing me, with all the stupid applications and adding friends, seeing old friends there. driving me nuts! nuts everywhere, my brain is full of nuts! i think i am suffering brain damage! because i cant even remember how to spell anymore, and i have this short term memory, everything i think that i have to do later, i have to write it down. or else i'll forget it. am i crazy? i think i am. sigh....

yesterday night was elise's 21th birthday, i was so drunk i had a massive headache while playing games and getting wild! omg, it was fun at the same time in pain! but when u are having fun u forget the pain. anyway, the house was up side down after last night, it was my job to clean the house, and its all cleaned up. omg, i forgot to tell you guyz, there were 2 guyz running semi naked around the neighborhood, and it was freaking cold last night! poor them! anyway they were sporting and its fun to have sporting people.

i must get back to my studies! i seriously need to get back and think what to do with my assignment! or i'll just have to repeat another semester! take care! oh yeah, today is my freakin' cousin's wedding. i wish them happily ever after and born some pigs out.

bye

hmmm.. i missed class again. bad ah se

missed class again today, felt very guilty. but, anyway once in a while its ok i guess. have to plan to finish all my assignments and enjoy my holidays! heard a bad news about my dog in Malaysia today, heard that he is not too well, my mum says he is going soon. i'm not ready for it. don't go! i will pray for you brownie. stay strong!

don't have any mood to do my homework, so boring. maybe because its been 2 days since i saw that person.:c.

this smoking room is awesome!

Gutz

suddenly i realize that i was not forgotten by friends anymore. i was actually bored so i nudge one of my high school mate and then get to know stuff like where is who and wad are they doing now. then came talking about a guy, my another class mate and he asked me to add him in msn. well, i was thinking if i added him, and if he dont remember who am i that will be very embarrassing. but then i tell myself, nothing is embarrassing, pull out your guts and add him! and i finally added him. and then he asked who am i and i said i am who and he was wondering for a second and i was giving up. but then he remembered me! and we chatted for a while like old pals do. anyway happy to contact them back again..
its late, i shud go to bed now. good night...

Solved it!

: D solved it! i'm the I.T. girl!

window vista not genuine.

i am so frustrated because my window pop out this morning saying my window is not genuine! what the fuck! then i went searching high and low on the internet to solve it. because they shut down everything except firefox for us to buy the software. how intelligent they are! anyway i decided not to go to class today and fix my computer, baby, i know its not your fault and i really cant blame you. so i'll just put the blame on microsoft ok? cause they are shitty thats why people pirate their stuff. baby i will always love you.
anyway besides that i got to know that there are people who are facing this kind of problem as well. so i am not alone.

i'm satisfy

sitting next to me for 3 hours, i'm already satisfy! wahahahahahaha.... fatt hao la me. i know. but just dont dare to talk to him.. just asked him to take care of my laptop... thats all....k lah. paise timz hahaaha

1 terabyte harddisk!

wow! seagate came out with a terabyte hard disk! its like 1000gb! my god! i am so gonna get one when i have the money! sorry for sudden short publish entries. just don't know who to tell, no one to share with. : D

a big smile from me!

there is always a reason to have a big smile

i killed a snail this morning

i killed a snail this morning when i was on my way to the library. i stepped on a snail while walking to the library, and when i realize i stepped on something slimy,i dragged it to clean my shoes... and quickly stepped on sand to clean my shoes again. the only thing i can say is i'm sorry snail, i dragged you and stepped on the sand because i don't want your intestine to stick on my shoes. RIP snail

leo's advice.

"Someone you care about is headed for a better future, and news of the imminent departure will cause you to suddenly realize that you care about them more than you ever realized. This is a sad case of 'too little too late', and as much as you would like to wear your heart on your sleeve and share everything you feel with them, this is not wise now. Take this as a lesson for the future: when you are interested in someone, get to know them. Do not assume that they'll always be around."

oh my god! that's so true! should i get to know him!!!! suddenly got panicked! i'm just being silly i guess. haha, anyway the assignments and mid term is driving me crazy now. too much to do, and my brain is rusty. :(

screwed up

i am so screwed up, i have 3 more days to get 3 things done. 1 exam coming on tuesday and i havent start studying it yet, its japanese, i don't mind if its english. gosh gosh gosh! had my meeting with my client this morning, didn't get the things that we wanted. so have to keep figuring out how to keep things one. i cannot come to the library to online within this 4 days, i can only come after tuesday. that is after my test. oh, by the way. hehehe.. i saw him today in 6th floor. but he left in a while, and i was not in my best look because it was raining when i was walking to the library and i got all wet. soaking wet, luckily my bad is water proof. after downloading all this movies i've to head home to do my work. if i cant do any at least take the stupid japanese book out to study chapter 123.

ok, so write soon
byebyebyeybebye
god bless me.
and everyone who are screwed up as well.

internet!

hello there.
today i finally got my internet, although i have limited usage but better than nothing. i just have to watch how much i am using all the time. and that sucks seriously, but as i said, better than nothing.

anyway, happy to have the internet though. thats all. i think i am into the guy that sat next to me yesterday. hahaha. bye~

i'm ok. no worries.

hello there. i am fine here. just that i got the email saying i couldn't get broadband in my area, and i canceled my home phone line. and i am planning to get the wireless broadband. that is my plan. and i am going to get it tomorrow and come back for class. yes that is wad i am going to do! yes! yes! i'm ok, don't worry about me. not crazy yet. just... just gonna get crazy soon.

good bye. by da way there's a quite good looking guy sitting next to me, i reckon he is from...hk. hehe

happy day

today, i did my first peer assessment in photography class. i was fed up of filling in comments, so everything i fill in is some how rather the same.. he he, like good composition, good use of lighting, good settings. i cant imagine me being a lecturer and correcting every piece of assignment. the points are like that, red dot-90, orange dot-80, yellow dot-70, green dot-60 blue-50 and black, -40. so everyone can only fill in one red dot and fill in as much black dot as you like. i accidentally saw someone fill in my work a red dot. that makes me happy, i also saw some with orange, yellow and green. ok i didn't "accidentally", i went to spy on it. i was afraid that i was the worst one, it turns out I'm one of the good ones. so happy, i really put a lot of afford in it.

i joined face book, but officially added someone today, so i have a friend on my list. he he. got improvement la. but some how i don't really like so much networking stuff like face book, my space and etc. friendster is good enough for me. :) seriously, i cant remember so many passwords.

anyway i still hope that telstra get things done faster so i can have internet at home. sigh, that is my only wish one i guess, my second wish is to do pass all my units this semester, and hopefully get distinction if i can.

ok have to go now, hazel is picking me up soon. oh yeah, i recently found a guy that caught my eyes. uhhhuhuhuhu... things are about to be rather interesting now. wahahahaha.

bye bye... muakz

write soon.